Goodbye sunshine!

This time I will write something short.And here we go again,but this time..it`s time to say good bye.When did everything get so screwed up?Yes, it was so special, it was..i don`t know, different,but it wasn`t meant be.Everything happened so fast and it seems like a fairytale but without a happy ending.You know what really sucks about falling for a guy you know you`re not right for?You fall anyway because you think he might turn out to be different.You know, my body isn`t perfect, I don`t walk with confidence.I get into fights with my parents and friends.Some nights I`d rather be by myself than out partying.I cry over the smallest things sometimes.There are days that i get through with forced smiles and fake laughs.Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are ok when they`re not.I`m not ugly but i`m not beautiful.I don`t look as good in real life as i do in pictures.There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep.I constantly think I`m not good enough, I`m imperfect,but I`m perfectly me and i know that somewhere,someone will accept me, just the way i am.So goodbye sunshine, i hope to see you soon.

Good morning sunshine!

Good morning sunshine, I`m so glad to meet you! I`ve been waited so long for you because I want to talk with you about things, about stupid things that people don`t understand,things I can`t tell anyone, that only you can understand.For example we can talk about the weather, is so fucking cold outside,I want summer back, I want to go to the seaside and stay there forever.And I want to tell you about him.He is not perfect, he has a lot of imperfections, he is annoying sometimes and he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it at the last minute, but he is lively,funny,cute,friendly,sincere I think and is perfect for me and I need him.I need him like a kid needs his candy,like the winter needs the snow to fall because a day without him is like a year without rain and I`m not joking, a day without talking with him about everything [it doesn`t matter if we talk about stupid things or we talk about serious stuff ],is kinda boring, is like that type of day that suck.I like his mischevious smile, his rather weird hair, his sense of humor, his perverse mind, the ocassional annoying conversations, the funny random noises he makes, the burning touch of his fingertips on my skin and how he knows most of the things on my mind. He has that special thing which makes me so connected to him and I love that.I hate not knowing if he feels the same way or what he feels but it is what it is and probably I will never know what`s in his mind.Thanks for being here and listened to my crap.I will be here in every moment to wait for you.